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Queen of Ice

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Queen of Ice

Insanity sneaks up on me,
Crawling into my weakened mind.
The moon shows brightly far away,
I cannot reach the light as I lose everything I have worked to gain.

The people in whom I cling to,
Fade away as time flies by,
The black bird leaves my sight,
And I fall further into myself.

A terrifying prophecy,
And and inevitable future.
A dear person and the last of my friends,
Will leave in the summer of the next life.

You were the other half of me,
That now dwindles away,
Becoming the dust that the Earth feeds upon.
The sun sets on my future.

A total eclipse of the mind,
The sight of meaning has been lost,
The stream of life has been lost,
Now only a desert remains.

The rose withers and falls apart,
I am that black rose,
Dead in a garden full of life.
Sociopath going unnoticed.

One without fear or love,
One who hath not a purpose.
She is the ice queen living in her crystal castle of solitude,
Living forever without a king.

I dream and dream,
Of that ice queen and her king,
I begin to lose myself.
What's the difference between nightmare and reality?

Terrifying dreams,
A tornado of my mind,
I can't talk to anyone,
All alone in the darkness.

The queen raises her spear for battle,
Riding on her snow white stallion,
Without an army or men,
She faces the rest of the world alone.

The world engulfs her,
Dragging her into the dirt.
A volcano of blood,
They rip her heart from its puppet strings.

She loses the battle,
And submits to her dreams.
She watches as they take her heart,
Only to eat it.
This is a poem I wrote in science. I've been trying to keep my mind off of how much I hate school. So, I've been writing during classes. I'm trying not to think about how alone I really am. I need to write or I'm afraid that I just might have a breakdown. I feel as though I'm losing my sanity and my friends. (well whatever friends that are left)

Anyway, I will give you my interpretation on what I was thinking. This will take a while.

In the first stanza, I mention losing my sanity. Basically I've been questioning if my life has any meaning, and why do I live when I'm so alone? Can't I just be alone at home so I don't have to watch the people? I mention the moon, well, because I love the moon! Okay, well it does have meaning, it's like this beacon of hope that I can never reach.

In the second stanza, I basically mention that all of my friends seem to be paying less and less attention to me. Like they're going away or something.

In the third and fourth stanza, this basically talking about the fact that one of my friends will be leaving, and I'll probably never see them again. It also talks about how much we are alike...bla bla. Annoyingly dramatic. Though, right now it's probably appropriate.

The 5th and 6th talks about how I become less and less...human? Like I just sit in a corner, quiet and unnoticed. Everyone will think I'm okay, because it seems normal for me. But I'm really insane. Horribly.

The 7th stanza compares me to and ice queen living in a castle all alone. I feel like there is no meaning to anything anymore, I'm waiting for one person who'll never leave.

The next two, 8 and 9 talk about the freakishly vivid dreams that seem to tell me many things. Like, "Don't forget this person," or "You should stay away from this person because it will only hurt." I guess it's only an interpretation, but still they won't leave me alone. Anyway, I'm starting to forget things. Or I can't remember if something was real or not. I NEED SLEEP PEOPLE!

The last three talk about how I'll finally meet my end, as how perceived in my thoughts. Okay, I won't die...I hope? But I think I'll lose all of my friends and be completely alone.

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Sorry if you read that and it ruined your day, but I think there's seriously something wrong with my head. I unhappy all of the time! Even when I think of something happy, in a second....boom....bye bye happiness. I think all of the happy hormones in my brain are gone.
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